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i really donno what to write. yet i feel like writing. i am restless.. helluva lot.. i am tensed.. super tensed. but i am ready too.. a few tears might be shed.. but i'll be fine then..
i am lucky . i have been loved unconditionally by people.. and good people.. but God makes sure that somehow i can't love them back.!! i hate this. and how i hate this. something or the other has to go wrong. anyways. i'll still get out of problems i know. this is a super weird post i know.. but so am i at this point of time!ooooooooooooohhhh