Sunday, August 29, 2010
it was a hard day's night!
just loved last evening and night! am tooo overwhelmed to write anything! but i donno y sometimes i get connected with ppl who don't really like me being happy! this thing really sucks. and these ppl are basically losers. BIG TIME LOSERS.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Oh Calcutta!
yes,i am still in the city i love the most--aamar shohor-- Kolkata! i don't mind going out and staying at a different place for sometime.. but i wanted to be here till Feb 2010 :) God has listened to me, Thank You God :)
on the office front... its hectic.. i go out of home at 8.30 int he morning and come back at 9 at night. all my other ELT friends leave at around 6 but I don't have the liberty to do that! but thats' okay :) i actually don't mind staying back late !
gradually get to know people at my BKC AVM vertical and loving it.
some old connections are fading but i guess this is life and we have to move on..whether i want to or don't.I miss some people who used to be an important..a very important part of my life, a lot. i so so feel like talking to them... sometimes i even dial their nos,but then disconnect it before the 1st ring..like they say...nothing can be one-sided ...especially relationships.
some people keep complaining that i'm changing and very soon i'll become a zombie like most of the sector V people! am i getting workaholic? maybe!
met hindol yesterday.. can't express how good it was to see him.. he is one person who hasn't changed for me..even a bit.. there could have been a lot of mis understandings between the two of us.. but some relationships are strong enough to overcome things.we had a great great great time! seriously!
a few minutes back Debargha called me up! I've never really been too close to him and from what some people always used to tell me.. he wasn't really fond of me particularly!but,, it felt so good to have talked to him too :-)
anyways. will write more later! take care .love
on the office front... its hectic.. i go out of home at 8.30 int he morning and come back at 9 at night. all my other ELT friends leave at around 6 but I don't have the liberty to do that! but thats' okay :) i actually don't mind staying back late !
gradually get to know people at my BKC AVM vertical and loving it.
some old connections are fading but i guess this is life and we have to move on..whether i want to or don't.I miss some people who used to be an important..a very important part of my life, a lot. i so so feel like talking to them... sometimes i even dial their nos,but then disconnect it before the 1st ring..like they say...nothing can be one-sided ...especially relationships.
some people keep complaining that i'm changing and very soon i'll become a zombie like most of the sector V people! am i getting workaholic? maybe!
met hindol yesterday.. can't express how good it was to see him.. he is one person who hasn't changed for me..even a bit.. there could have been a lot of mis understandings between the two of us.. but some relationships are strong enough to overcome things.we had a great great great time! seriously!
a few minutes back Debargha called me up! I've never really been too close to him and from what some people always used to tell me.. he wasn't really fond of me particularly!but,, it felt so good to have talked to him too :-)
anyways. will write more later! take care .love
Sunday, July 18, 2010
......
i really donno what to write. yet i feel like writing. i am restless.. helluva lot.. i am tensed.. super tensed. but i am ready too.. a few tears might be shed.. but i'll be fine then..
i am lucky . i have been loved unconditionally by people.. and good people.. but God makes sure that somehow i can't love them back.!! i hate this. and how i hate this. something or the other has to go wrong. anyways. i'll still get out of problems i know. this is a super weird post i know.. but so am i at this point of time!ooooooooooooohhhh
i am lucky . i have been loved unconditionally by people.. and good people.. but God makes sure that somehow i can't love them back.!! i hate this. and how i hate this. something or the other has to go wrong. anyways. i'll still get out of problems i know. this is a super weird post i know.. but so am i at this point of time!ooooooooooooohhhh
Thursday, June 3, 2010
2 exits down
yes.like the title suggests.. am through 2 exit tests --that of oracle and core Java. have 2 more to go--advanced Java and sqms. please God,make me clear them too !!
have completed two months in office. now used to going there. have a boring routine life-- wake up at 7,get ready for office,go to office, come back! how i'd have ridiculed or had pity on any person describing such a life to me before 2 months!!
anyways. have my office people who are a part of my extended family now.. daily spend around 10 hours with them! sarin,sam,debarshi,santosh,rupsha,sharini,godhuli,arpita,amrita,souvik,anna,subhadeep et all. have come across so many people and so many characters! each one different in his/her own way! i smile a little every time i realize a li'l special[not always in the best sense] characteristic one has!
i can't say i don't like to go to office but i don't like Java! AT ALL!! i hope God finds me a way to save me from this!! really!
anyways. long way to go.
an old friend is in town.met up with him. felt good. but cant go back on anything really. i really wish and pray he moves on and i move on too.
havent watched a movie for over a month now :( :( so REALLY looking forward to watching rajneeti tomorrow. but there's a decent chance of it being a flop cos me and my friend have a record of watching real BAD movies in theaters!
so far so! more. later!
have completed two months in office. now used to going there. have a boring routine life-- wake up at 7,get ready for office,go to office, come back! how i'd have ridiculed or had pity on any person describing such a life to me before 2 months!!
anyways. have my office people who are a part of my extended family now.. daily spend around 10 hours with them! sarin,sam,debarshi,santosh,rupsha,sharini,godhuli,arpita,amrita,souvik,anna,subhadeep et all. have come across so many people and so many characters! each one different in his/her own way! i smile a little every time i realize a li'l special[not always in the best sense] characteristic one has!
i can't say i don't like to go to office but i don't like Java! AT ALL!! i hope God finds me a way to save me from this!! really!
anyways. long way to go.
an old friend is in town.met up with him. felt good. but cant go back on anything really. i really wish and pray he moves on and i move on too.
havent watched a movie for over a month now :( :( so REALLY looking forward to watching rajneeti tomorrow. but there's a decent chance of it being a flop cos me and my friend have a record of watching real BAD movies in theaters!
so far so! more. later!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
shubho naba barsho
May this pious day bring light and happiness in everyone's life.had the first exam in office. managed to pass!! and without studying any damn thing. but will have to buck up from next time onwards. dont wanna do this with exit tests!!
made a few friends more..souvik,subhadeep,gogol,debanjan,santosh,sam. made some not-so-good acquaintances too --chhoto mama!!!
anyways todays the start of a fresh bengali new year,hope this brings in peace and freedom from terrorism. am pretty tired and sleepy too! ciao later. good night
made a few friends more..souvik,subhadeep,gogol,debanjan,santosh,sam. made some not-so-good acquaintances too --chhoto mama!!!
anyways todays the start of a fresh bengali new year,hope this brings in peace and freedom from terrorism. am pretty tired and sleepy too! ciao later. good night
Monday, April 12, 2010
thank u
i have to thank many people.. no reason or maybe many reasons!
the list is long though: ritu,sayantani,arnab,dwai da,sarin,sam,debayan and maybe a lot more people but no more :)
the list is long though: ritu,sayantani,arnab,dwai da,sarin,sam,debayan and maybe a lot more people but no more :)
Sunday, April 11, 2010
reflection..
the second Sunday of my work life. and a good one. L-S-D in the morning followed by a super yummy lunch at bhajahari manna and then bhaat ghum! :D what more do i want!!
i have realized something. even if there's someone who constantly wants and does things that make u sad and make u cry,God also sends people who wipe the tears :) i have got friends who i know for the last 21 years or so and i guess that shows i can make friends but some people are also there who just want to take things away from you,and give you nothing in return.not even a reason to smile! oh sorry,they do give u---sarcasm,questions,tears and in loads! i was even ready to take some of these too in lieu of at least honesty and a bit of true love devoid of competition and jealousy,but when u get blamed for things u actually took care about,that absolutely shatters the heart! i don't know if the pieces would ever get fixed!my college life is almost obsolete to me,at least people i thought were my "friends" are not,anymore! except for hindol. he really stands out and stands alone. if you're reading this hindol, you mean a lot lot to me. i can just hope[not sure anymore] that u'll be there for me. i will be there for u,come what may. i have got many promises earlier on that no matter what the situation be, people love me unconditionally and will always stick by me, i have found out their true characters!heart break yet again,but for the good i guess! i needed to be taught a lesson for all the kindness i showed, for all the compromises i made, for all the love i had given. i just have to offer my apologies to a dear lady.i wish,o HOW i wish i could speak to u once. about many things.i know u would have listened to me,neutrally.but look at me,cant even do that!but i have always prayed to God for u,and always will.
i have realized something. even if there's someone who constantly wants and does things that make u sad and make u cry,God also sends people who wipe the tears :) i have got friends who i know for the last 21 years or so and i guess that shows i can make friends but some people are also there who just want to take things away from you,and give you nothing in return.not even a reason to smile! oh sorry,they do give u---sarcasm,questions,tears and in loads! i was even ready to take some of these too in lieu of at least honesty and a bit of true love devoid of competition and jealousy,but when u get blamed for things u actually took care about,that absolutely shatters the heart! i don't know if the pieces would ever get fixed!my college life is almost obsolete to me,at least people i thought were my "friends" are not,anymore! except for hindol. he really stands out and stands alone. if you're reading this hindol, you mean a lot lot to me. i can just hope[not sure anymore] that u'll be there for me. i will be there for u,come what may. i have got many promises earlier on that no matter what the situation be, people love me unconditionally and will always stick by me, i have found out their true characters!heart break yet again,but for the good i guess! i needed to be taught a lesson for all the kindness i showed, for all the compromises i made, for all the love i had given. i just have to offer my apologies to a dear lady.i wish,o HOW i wish i could speak to u once. about many things.i know u would have listened to me,neutrally.but look at me,cant even do that!but i have always prayed to God for u,and always will.
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