two days down

here i am! i am working now!! and already two days old at Cognizant! spent the first two days at the magnificent bantala office. from tomorrow i shall have to go at salt lake techno india building.we shall be given our technologies tomorrow so..all prayers!

embrace change!

facebook's fortune cookie tells me to embrace change! and i am eagerly waiting with open arms,to do so :) i have waited my entire lifetime for this day! when my working life begins! and here it is.. just a night away :) boy am thrilled,excited! let it go well God. bless me :)
will be back to share my experience!
love

ohhh boy!

life changes in a whisker.. i know this now..and how! a toast to all those who believed i was inept and they managed to make me believe that too! thanks guys. had it not been for u.. maybe i wont have been here today ! so thanks a ton people!

and now is the time i bid adieu..to you..to you.. to you..and you :)

well well well!! when i first got my offer letter about a year back stating that i was to join Infosys on 29th march 2010, i was in tears! i had thought this day would never come. all my friends would get their joining dates and we,a bunch of Infoscions, would have to wait and wait and wait! but the day is about to come..and now when its almost time, i do have a heart which is on the heavier side. yes, i feel sad to leave. i have my mother,my brother here, i have my relatives, i have my friends like nitin,antariksh,sayantani,anasua,indranil etc. but ritu's in bangalore so i look forward to being there as well.
in all these months a lot happened,still happening. i have never been in such an uncertain phase of my life ever before. or maybe i have?! but at the moment i dont know how my life is going to be in the next six months! really! but i know whatever is going to happen is to add to my bag of experience!
i am writing after a long long time. and probably its my last post before leaving. many things happened. i laughed,i cried, i felt sad and good in moments! :)
had a good time in new year. January and February too were not bad. the confusion seems to clear out.good for me if it does finally.
am looking forward to going to mysore now. next week this time.. my house would be full of people,some a bit sad,some happy some emotional but all well wishers :)
please bless me god so that i can do well in my work field :) i really wanna grow and reach to a pinnacle of glory. as my name means " the container of glory" want to live up to that :) anyways have got to meet a lot of people. have finished meeting some,some are left. more. later :)

whats going on?!

i really really dunno whats going on..i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo confused..yet again..yes!!!! oh lord this is so restless a phase!!! but thank u for giving me some people who love me and care for me and make me happy :) they mean a lot to me. and these times will pass by.. just need to do one thing right...THINK LESS!! if that were possible..

nothing much.......

its gonna sound depressing yet again maybe! but that's pretty much my state of mind at the moment. i miss my friends terribly. i can now realize what kind of a bond we actually used to share. they say it becomes difficult to maintain any relationship from a long distance. and i have had an experience of that. but now i am beginning to realize that distances sometimes bridge gaps as well. you sometimes takes people for granted or maybe just don't realize what they mean to you when they're closer to you. but you realize the moment they leave.anyways no use cribbing.
i am feeling very restless too.wish my joining weren't this late.
strange things happening around everywhere. feel bad for some of my friends.

i walk alone.........

my best friends are not in the city.. some have gone to join their jobs.. and one has gone for an outing...i am left all alone..having this strange strange feeling...wonder what i ll do when i have to leave kolkata.. in these 2 days or so i realize what they mean to me and how they're attached to me and my life.. the people who have gone to join tcs cant come back so early.. but ritu..come back baby..i miss u sooo much..