health hazards continue--am i going to die?!

this phase of not being well is being a bit too lengthy. and i am beginning to lose my patience. and at least with me its like if i am not feeling well inside..i cant feel well outside.again the stomach pain woke me up at 4am after finally sleeping later than 12 am last night.i just seemed to have lost my sleep! i dunno over what! last day has been hectic. in fact a wee bit of activity tires me completely these days. should i start to feel that i am indeed growing old?! i don't feel well most of the times these days. one health problem or the other. will i be ever okay? or am i dying?! i don't know!i have often had a feeling that i'm not going to live long. is that coming true?! maybe. maybe not! but i don't like to be so sick always! i hate it. this is turning out to be an extremely depressing write up,but what to do?!anyways. have to go out yet again.