Oh Calcutta!

yes,i am still in the city i love the most--aamar shohor-- Kolkata! i don't mind going out and staying at a different place for sometime.. but i wanted to be here till Feb 2010 :) God has listened to me, Thank You God :)
on the office front... its hectic.. i go out of home at 8.30 int he morning and come back at 9 at night. all my other ELT friends leave at around 6 but I don't have the liberty to do that! but thats' okay :) i actually don't mind staying back late !
gradually get to know people at my BKC AVM vertical and loving it.
some old connections are fading but i guess this is life and we have to move on..whether i want to or don't.I miss some people who used to be an important..a very important part of my life, a lot. i so so feel like talking to them... sometimes i even dial their nos,but then disconnect it before the 1st ring..like they say...nothing can be one-sided ...especially relationships.
some people keep complaining that i'm changing and very soon i'll become a zombie like most of the sector V people! am i getting workaholic? maybe!
met hindol yesterday.. can't express how good it was to see him.. he is one person who hasn't changed for me..even a bit.. there could have been a lot of mis understandings between the two of us.. but some relationships are strong enough to overcome things.we had a great great great time! seriously!
a few minutes back Debargha called me up! I've never really been too close to him and from what some people always used to tell me.. he wasn't really fond of me particularly!but,, it felt so good to have talked to him too :-)
anyways. will write more later! take care .love

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i really donno what to write. yet i feel like writing. i am restless.. helluva lot.. i am tensed.. super tensed. but i am ready too.. a few tears might be shed.. but i'll be fine then..
i am lucky . i have been loved unconditionally by people.. and good people.. but God makes sure that somehow i can't love them back.!! i hate this. and how i hate this. something or the other has to go wrong. anyways. i'll still get out of problems i know. this is a super weird post i know.. but so am i at this point of time!ooooooooooooohhhh

2 exits down

yes.like the title suggests.. am through 2 exit tests --that of oracle and core Java. have 2 more to go--advanced Java and sqms. please God,make me clear them too !!
have completed two months in office. now used to going there. have a boring routine life-- wake up at 7,get ready for office,go to office, come back! how i'd have ridiculed or had pity on any person describing such a life to me before 2 months!!
anyways. have my office people who are a part of my extended family now.. daily spend around 10 hours with them! sarin,sam,debarshi,santosh,rupsha,sharini,godhuli,arpita,amrita,souvik,anna,subhadeep et all. have come across so many people and so many characters! each one different in his/her own way! i smile a little every time i realize a li'l special[not always in the best sense] characteristic one has!
i can't say i don't like to go to office but i don't like Java! AT ALL!! i hope God finds me a way to save me from this!! really!
anyways. long way to go.
an old friend is in town.met up with him. felt good. but cant go back on anything really. i really wish and pray he moves on and i move on too.
havent watched a movie for over a month now :( :( so REALLY looking forward to watching rajneeti tomorrow. but there's a decent chance of it being a flop cos me and my friend have a record of watching real BAD movies in theaters!
so far so! more. later!

shubho naba barsho

May this pious day bring light and happiness in everyone's life.had the first exam in office. managed to pass!! and without studying any damn thing. but will have to buck up from next time onwards. dont wanna do this with exit tests!!
made a few friends more..souvik,subhadeep,gogol,debanjan,santosh,sam. made some not-so-good acquaintances too --chhoto mama!!!
anyways todays the start of a fresh bengali new year,hope this brings in peace and freedom from terrorism. am pretty tired and sleepy too! ciao later. good night

thank u

i have to thank many people.. no reason or maybe many reasons!
the list is long though: ritu,sayantani,arnab,dwai da,sarin,sam,debayan and maybe a lot more people but no more :)

Happy Birthday to me!!!

i had the most amaaaaaazing birthday ever!!!!!
was blown away by wishes!! some wanted a few unwanted! anyways as long as they're good wishes,dont really mind :P :P
anyways my colleagues and sir got me a wonderful cake and they allowed me to cut it,eat it and also smeared a good deal on my face!!! ha ha i loved all of that!
at home C di got a yummmmy chocolate mousse cake for me!! how i love that! mashis came .. all in all.. a very good day :)

bday eve!

yeah its the eve of my birthday and instead of making plans for any party i m searching for materials to study for my test on the 13th!! is this me?!!! lol.
tomorrow is bday! growing old eh?! i wish and pray to god to give me optimism,positive energy,good health and love if he wishes to :)
will go to office tomorrow, try to learn oracle, do my job and come back. no plans. no party. nothing! and it isnt making too much of a difference either! anyways! just hope the bday doesnt make me cry atleast!!!

p.s !!

i am again excited about my birthday though dunno if my office will allow me to have any fun!!! a mis understanding with a dear friend just got solved so am HAPPEEE!! :D
more later.

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a new life has started. new people,new environment.i like going to office. but personal life has taken a toss. nothing's right and nothing seems to go right too. somehow or the other i seem to be people and God's favorite creature to be burdened with tears! i'm trying not to complain this time. hopefully work starts full fledged from Monday and i'll get less time to think about all these.birthday's coming up and since yesterday i am not even excited about that! already got some gifts though! thank you baba for the watch,thank you ma for the kurta,the shoes and the bag! lets see what more i get!!
last evening went somewhere from where returned with a lot of apprehensions. feel bad for my brother. a bit too similarity we seem to have.. he's a great guy God, don't hurt him like the way you keep doing!!
on the work front made some friends--sarin,rupsha,amrita,oeindrila and madhumanti.there are more but for the time being this is the group i hang out with. got a long weekend off in the first week itself. :-)
poila baishak ,that is, pious naba barsho is coming up. hopefully it'll wear away a lot of pains and agonies of the previous year. at the same time let the good luck which did smile on me continue :P see i'm greedy and i want all good things!!! ha ha ha
anyways at the moment i want to concentrate on my training. and do well there.and with it if personal life gets blessed with some happiness,then aaalll will be welll :-) anyways more later
love

two days down

here i am! i am working now!! and already two days old at Cognizant! spent the first two days at the magnificent bantala office. from tomorrow i shall have to go at salt lake techno india building.we shall be given our technologies tomorrow so..all prayers!

embrace change!

facebook's fortune cookie tells me to embrace change! and i am eagerly waiting with open arms,to do so :) i have waited my entire lifetime for this day! when my working life begins! and here it is.. just a night away :) boy am thrilled,excited! let it go well God. bless me :)
will be back to share my experience!
love

ohhh boy!

life changes in a whisker.. i know this now..and how! a toast to all those who believed i was inept and they managed to make me believe that too! thanks guys. had it not been for u.. maybe i wont have been here today ! so thanks a ton people!

and now is the time i bid adieu..to you..to you.. to you..and you :)

well well well!! when i first got my offer letter about a year back stating that i was to join Infosys on 29th march 2010, i was in tears! i had thought this day would never come. all my friends would get their joining dates and we,a bunch of Infoscions, would have to wait and wait and wait! but the day is about to come..and now when its almost time, i do have a heart which is on the heavier side. yes, i feel sad to leave. i have my mother,my brother here, i have my relatives, i have my friends like nitin,antariksh,sayantani,anasua,indranil etc. but ritu's in bangalore so i look forward to being there as well.
in all these months a lot happened,still happening. i have never been in such an uncertain phase of my life ever before. or maybe i have?! but at the moment i dont know how my life is going to be in the next six months! really! but i know whatever is going to happen is to add to my bag of experience!
i am writing after a long long time. and probably its my last post before leaving. many things happened. i laughed,i cried, i felt sad and good in moments! :)
had a good time in new year. January and February too were not bad. the confusion seems to clear out.good for me if it does finally.
am looking forward to going to mysore now. next week this time.. my house would be full of people,some a bit sad,some happy some emotional but all well wishers :)
please bless me god so that i can do well in my work field :) i really wanna grow and reach to a pinnacle of glory. as my name means " the container of glory" want to live up to that :) anyways have got to meet a lot of people. have finished meeting some,some are left. more. later :)