one for today

things have changed again eh? oh yes! and how i love them... had a rather long day..driving classes early in the morning... then hunting for the duplicate sim and failing... damn the thief who stole my cell phone..can u please gimme back my sim at least!! :( then tuition... feeling a bit stressed but i like it..its better than sitting n doin nuthin!

happy bday baba!

23rd jan-- Netaji Subhash's birth anniversary and so's my dad's!! does it say anything..well NOPE!! :P since i forgot and also did not get any time to write yesterday i'll do that now! last day started off on a particularly bad note..but thanks to some people in my life...they made it a super one and one of the most memorable days ever!! i know i love them now...and how!!! today;s gonna be hectic..tuition.. then shopping..then guests..phew.. just a beginning of the tremendous hectic week coming up!!

one for today....

long gap!! but I've been busy..or have i ?? some developments..some accelerated hormone running! finally I've realized a blog is not just for writing weird poems ;)!! what has changed in these months?? somethingS for sure!! and i am happy!! or am i?? :P well.. i continue to remain the same old boring person..and i bet a few of my buddies will agree for sure :P so much so for the backlog..
as for today.. had a nice witty chat with a witty person! so that makes me happy..

confession..

Don't forgive me ever..
I'm at fault..
I'm a sinner..
I made way through to the heart and i mutilated the soul..
I made pieces,ripped it apart..
Don't forgive me..i'm at fault.
With an angel's visage i erred the Lord..
Managed a serpentine cached veil
I had the cruel face behind the mask..
Give me hell..o good Lord
Don't forgive me ever...i'm at fault.

pitter patter...

Its raining..the clouds have finally burst out..
In joy? in agony?
They don't tell me..
The pitter patter sound..quite enchanting...makes me happy
Yes..kinda..it does...
All getting rejuvenated..pristine..fresh..new..
They cast a spell on me...the rains..they do..yes..
Now who's crying there?
Aww...the tiny baby in her mum's arms..
Sing her the lullaby lady..
Or maybe some rain-song?
She'll love it..i know she will..
God's in her still..yes..she'll love it.
There you hear the ugly grogs croaking away..
Shut up..will you?
Actually No!you shouldn't..its monsoon time!
Your season after all..
You should celebrate..
Just because i don't..the world cant stop to jostle!
Can it? what will happen to the people if it does?
What will happen to me?
How will i be able to forget that the cloud got untuned..
That it was crying in anguish?
It just couldn't hold.. no more..
Its raining.. yes..
Pitter patter pitter patter.....

nirvana................

Leering at the black swarthy dome,
The fidgety mind abandoned the hoary home.
Leaving back worries, sloughing no tear,
Undoing the bonds, leaving all peer.
Towards the witchery been cast,
Eclipsing the satanic past.
The toxicity of the smell,
Following up to the alley to hell.
Hollow and eerie, splotches of sin,
Vying all alone, no sign of kin.
Icy cold breath, oodles of lust,
Love was it at all, or desire just?
The stain of vice darkest red,
Slew the soul, did it? Left it dead?
No no they cry, it just let go.
Reincarnation they said it was, was it so?
It’ll live to plague and lick to the last,
Nothing remains, no whit, no dust.
The hell’s porch won’t be left to knock,
Only the narcissism will screech and mock.